‘I’m Willing To Ask For Help’ …Travel Along, Day 22

‘I’m Willing To Ask For Help’

I could not SEE.

LITERALLY.

I was that WEAK person, venturing ALONE.

Legally BLIND.

Trees looked like green blobs.  

The foot high letters at my kindergarten height, as I walked past, I couldn’t see.

Didn’t know they existed.  

Black blobs that didn’t mean anything, that didn’t look like anything.

I couldn’t see.  

When I asked for help, I was beaten down, made fun of, abused, laughed at.

The mock laughter still rings in my ears.

I was told I was STUPID.

I couldn’t learn to simply tie my shoes.

I couldn’t see WHAT TO DO.

Then, I got glasses, super thick, and then it started all over again in a whole ‘nother way.

Yes, I could see.  

WOW!!!  

Trees are not just blobs. 

I could see my shoes clearly and learned how to tie them immediately.

There are letters on the side of the building, and so much more.

But…I could also see the abusers clearly.

I was still stupid.  I learned that well.

Clearly, as they abused me even more, now for my thick, coke-bottle glasses, and how stupid I looked.

I was taught to not ask for help.

When I did, I was beaten down.  

My Dad said I needed to be self-sufficient, figure it out myself, and not get help from anyone.

He beat me down, told me I was ignorant, stupid, an idiot.  

He was projecting his own ignorance, stupidity, and idiocy on me.

I chose to grow.  He did not.

I blame him for allowing me to grow beyond, and gain the strength I have.  

There always are good things to blame for, not just the bad. 

Changes your perspective.  

How has whatever took place made you the wonderful person you are?

I got contacts to see better, then LASIK.  

Coming out of the water and seeing, WOW!  Waking up, seeing, WOW!

Seeing the need, or how to ask for help is still not easy. 

There are conflicting messages, you need to ask for help… you need to do it yourself.

It tweaks my brain.

Conflicting messages have always been an issue with me – which way is it?  Is it both?  If both, why don’t you say both and describe why it is both so I can understand.

When do you ask for help, and when do you not?

It may seem black and white to you, when really there are many nuances of grey in-between.

I see them all, or most all.  The ones I’m missing still are the ones that will help me get to the bottom of this challenge.

More good tweaking of my brain to come.

That’s my job, to see the nuances/details, so I can have a good overall picture, and that’s what makes me great as an energy practitioner.  I’m still working on me ‘asking for help’, to understand, to release more layers that have been blocking me.  As a REALTOR®, as I see the big picture, to be able to close impossible deals.  In architecture, taking the completely different wants of a husband and wife, that look completely incompatible to their new home, and designing a home that meets both sets of needs and completely wows them, as it also includes their desires they haven’t even considered.

For working with people as an energy practitioner, I developed a new modality working with the DNA.  Our DNA may get distorted by events that happen in life.   We may have inherited distortions and imbalances in our DNA from our parents, or farther back from an ancestor’s accident, or a war, or trauma of one kind or another.  A lot of current scientific research shows how this is possible.

When I realized working with the DNA is REALLY SOMETHING, was after the first session with myself.  

Completing the session, I laid down for two hours feeling an INCREDIBLE PEACE I have never felt before.  

Awakening in the morning, I looked out the window, and said something I have never ever said before: ‘I AM GRATEFUL TO BE ALIVE!’.  

Perplexed, I looked around, and said out loud: 

‘WHO IS THIS PERSON?!!’

Yes, it was me… a newly upgraded version of me.

It is so much FUN working with clients, seeing what takes place.  Most of the time, working with the DNA is not going to be that eye-opening.  It’s all about living your BEST LIFE, releasing the blocks and moving forward.

The possibilities for this could be as big or BIGGER than other wellness businesses out there.  For instance, if you are familiar with tapping – EFT, the Ortner’s have a huge business.   

Part of me would like to think I can put this all out there by myself.  Is that living large?  It could be, however, the answer is more likely, No.

The TRUTH IS:

I’m Willing To Ask For Help.

If this resonates with you, and you’d like to learn how I can assist you, I can be reached at 1.808.639.9221 | glenn@theDNAguy.org | www.theDNAguy.org