‘I Protect My Time’ …Travel Along, Day 19

Well, this definitely can use some work.

Some.. hahahahahahahahahahahaha, yeah, right.

A LOT of work.

I LOVE TO BE distracted.  

There is so much FUN stuff to check out.

What?!  That is wasting my time!?!!  

Ooops.

Like getting caught with your pants down.  

Notice I said ‘your’.  I don’t want to admit ‘my’.

What?!  I just admitted it?  

SHOOTS!!!

Typically, I don’t let others steal my time for the most part.

I steal it.

I squander time.

And, I don’t feel one bit GUILTY.

Because I choose to WASTE my time.

I have been lucky in life to be able to WASTE, and still have a terrific life.

What A FOOL.

Maybe my Heroic Self hates that waste, however, it really hasn’t been speaking up.

Other than I didn’t get all that I wanted done in the day/week/month/year.

And, then I don’t hear guilt.  Maybe it’s resignation?  Asleep? 

Now, it has been brought to my attention.

I do enjoy doing whatever I’m doing.

It’s been going on for so long.  Maybe it’s time to resign from the “NOT protecting my time” CLUB.  

Like I need a CLUB over my head.

Hello!!!!  Anyone in there!?!!!

Maybe my Heroic Self just didn’t think about it.  

Maybe my Heroic Self has been kept busy helping with all the hard work I do accomplish.

I don’t enjoy not completing items in a timely manner.

How to rectify this?

That’s the million dollar and then-some question.

Now I’m curious to see what I learn from this, if anything, to shift my way of being to the positive way of PROTECTING MY TIME, and accomplish items quickly.  

I am the “KING OF ME”.  

I do a lot of what I want, when I want to please me.  

What I realize now is that I am really not pleasing me, when I am not accomplishing in the time that I plan to do so.

What’s in the way?  

Why am I blocking myself?

Self-sabotage comes up.

When I was around 8 years old, I made my own quote: “Efficiency Is Intelligent Laziness”.

I’m certainly not living into that INTENTION.

It’s more like I am rebelling against it.  Resisting Intelligent Laziness.

What’s UP with that?!!!

Aha…

Growing up I was treated like I didn’t matter. 

What I had to say wasn’t important.

I was not to speak.

Now this is starting to make sense, logically and emotionally.

I am starting to really see where this needs to go, and it needs to GO…and how I will actually enjoy life more, by accomplishing more!

I Protect My Time.

At the very least, I am on my way there.

Awareness brings knowledge, then wisdom, then empowerment, then shifts in my way of BEING which are NOW in the works.

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